2008-07-24T10:44:21Z http://blog.valiens.com/comments/atom.aspx Quick Blog tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-24:1221814 Ally 2008-07-24T02:02:08Z 2008-07-24T02:02:08Z tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-24:1221556 Ally 2008-07-24T00:02:47Z 2008-07-24T00:02:47Z I had a kindey/pancreas transplant in 1997 so I am no longer diabetic. You didn't read that wrong.

Jeremy,
OK it seems that people(not people who already know me) seem interested and then just don't communicate after I start getting into my story.

I am not sure where to start and there is really I mean really alot of weird things to cover.

I will start with why I think I was part of a govt experiment. When I was around age 20 I was going to College and like most College kids I would drink too much. If I got really drunk I would start reliving what seemed like being tortured of something.This could last for hours and usually some unfortunate college kid that just wanted to get laid would be in over his head. I started seeing a different therapist than when I was in my teens. Talking and hypnosis wasn't getting anywhere so I asked him if there was anything stronger to break through to the memories. He said yes and put me in a hospital setting and gave me a drug I think it was called sodium amatol (sp?) aka truth serum.

I am not sure how many hours of screaming went on for this session only to get nowhere at least in the session. He said when I became lucid that you were traumatized and whoever did this to you knew what they were doing and made sure you would never remember.

After that session memeories did come back. This was around 1986 and I had not heard of the alien abduction phenomena yet.

What I remebered was being druged,shocked and sexually abused in a hospital setting by several doctors. I did not really beleive that this was real and the memoried kept geting weirder. Long story short I packed up one day and left College and wanted to leave the country.Things got just a tad messy in Arizona OK way too long of a story mayby someday.

Eventually I ended up in Seattle for no particular reason. I found out resently by my mom that from the age of 11-13 I would daily and for hours sing one particlur song. She knows it very very well. That song was the theme song to a
tv show called Here Comes the Brides. The song is all about Seattle. I have no memeory of singing this or the song at all. I remember songs quite well way before age eleven. I could play a song or two on the piano when I was two years old by ear. I am a music addict.

Just in case anyone is wondering at this point I do not have multiple personalities.

I found out last year that my doctor who delivered me and was doctor until I was eleven was part of the ManHattan project.The small town I was born in is let's just say interesting. I made two trips over there last year. It was also quite obvious from these trips that my memory has been tampered with.

Let me post this much for now. I have other reasons not meationed above as to why I think I was part of an experiment. I have not organized all this in my head yet I probibly sound scattered.]]> tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1221410 Mothra 2008-07-23T22:52:02Z 2008-07-23T22:52:02Z tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1221333 Mothra 2008-07-23T22:17:11Z 2008-07-23T22:17:11Z
The fact that people even debate the Meirs issue scares me.]]> tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1220121 cc 2008-07-23T14:14:53Z 2008-07-23T14:14:53Z tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1219663 Jeremy Vaeni 2008-07-23T11:49:19Z 2008-07-23T11:49:19Z
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21OH0wlkfbc&feature=related
]]> tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1219661 Jeremy Vaeni 2008-07-23T11:48:44Z 2008-07-23T11:48:44Z am interested! You're only the 4th person I know of who speculates this way. Reagan Lee & Jean Eisenhower being two and the 4th I'm not sure is public with his story so I won't say the name--but I will have him on the show soon. He grew up on Andrews Air Force base so if anyone's been used and abused, he's a good candidate.
]]> tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1219342 Ally 2008-07-23T10:24:04Z 2008-07-23T10:24:04Z tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1219088 Jeremy Vaeni 2008-07-23T09:08:29Z 2008-07-23T09:08:29Z ]]> tag:blog.valiens.com,2008-07-23:1219081 Jeremy Vaeni 2008-07-23T09:06:44Z 2008-07-23T09:06:44Z
I do have a stand-alone sequel screaming to be published but I'm kind of in a rut with it. It's next to impossible to get a real publisher to publish A.) a stand-alone sequel to a book barely anyone has read and B.) a work of "faction." Half the book is fiction and half autobiography. So I might do a print-on-demand thing, but I really don't want to self-publish and have a thousand copies sitting in my kitchen.
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